My Story Tubal Reversal

I have 3 boys, back in 2007 after my last son was born I had my tubal ligation procedure done right after my c-section. I did it because I was in a bad relationship and did not want to have any more kids with this person, and really I thought, "who will want to even date a woman with 3 kids?" yes I had low self esteem. My middle son was born with a blood disorder and all my boys would have a 50/50 chance of being born with this life long disorder(hemophilia). I was in and out of the hospital with my baby from a week old and to this day, the frequency is much less but its a life long challenge. So that was another reason I did not want any more babies, it was so hard of me emotionally doing this and basically being a single mother.
Fast forward to 2010 in August I met my now husband of three years and of course now we want to add to the family. I Looked into tubal reversal in my area and decided to look into medical tourism, my mother had a procedure done in mexico and it went well so I started doing research. I found it very difficult to find reviews or pictures, anything on the hospital I wanted to go to but ended up doing it anyway, put it in Gods hands and went through with the procedure.